CG5 - Not Supposed To Love Me [Ode to JAX] (The Amazing Digital Circus Song Animation)

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STREAM "Not Supposed To Love Me" NOW ▶ https://cg5.lnk.to/NotSupposedToLoveMe Song by @CG5 Animation by @CodaAnim Guitars by @FamilyJules7X Follow CG5's social media: Twitter ▶ http://twitter.com/cg5beats Twitch ▶ https://www.twitch.tv/cg5music Spotify ▶ https://sptfy.com/cg5_ Instagram ▶ http://www.instagram.com/cg5beats/ Follow @cg5live105, @cg5covers107, & @cg5instrumentals461 Discord Server ▶ https://discord.gg/CG5 LYRICS: I’ve abandoned hope, Looking for something that was real. I’ll try not to think about it, I don’t want to feel. Cuz it’s all just too much to carry. It’s all much too wrong. I’ve lived in levity so long. I'm forever haunted by the choices that I made. A weight beyond imagining that never seems to fade. For every scar I've left behind comes back to me in waves. I run from love, I run away. Cuz despite it all, I’m fine, Despite the pain we shared. I told you stories, told you lies. I never shoulda dared open the door. The tears of the past mean nothing anymore. And you’re not supposed to miss me. To hell with everyone, Who ever swore they’d help me, Don’t you tell me what I want. Or what I need, cuz I’m the bigger man. I’m never looking back, And you won’t see me again. Cuz you’re not supposed to love me. Family fell apart, made me feel like I was weak. So I cut them from my life, my feelings buried far beneath. No, I do not deserve to be forgiven of my sins. Shut up and leave me in ruins. Cuz despite it all, I’m fine, Despite the pain we shared. I told you stories, told you lies. I never shoulda dared open the door. The tears of the past mean nothing anymore. And you’re not supposed to miss me. To hell with everyone, Who ever swore they’d help me, Don’t you tell me what I want. Or what I need, cuz I’m the bigger man. I’m never looking back, And you won’t see me again. Cuz you’re not supposed to love me. You’re making this so hard. Won’t let me disappear. Somehow you see me in the dark. Too long I lived in fear, now it’s too late. No I don’t want to go, But I chose my own fate, I hate you, but you’ll still miss me. So thank you everyone, Whoever tried to help me. After all that’s said and done, You held me close, and made me understand. But I’ll never come back, And you won’t see me again. Cuz you’re not supposed to love me. No! You’re not supposed to love me. No! You’re not supposed to love me.